So I updated my video blog:

But its weird, I feel so doubtful today. Either I have incredibly high standards for myself, I’m completely delusional, or just plain crazy, but I am working my ass off and I feel like I look the same as I did 8 weeks ago. I know physically I’m not. I’ve lost inches, the compositional changes are there, I lost about .9 lbs this week. But I feel like what I’m SEEING in the mirror and what’s ACTUALLY REAL are two different things. I’m a perfectionist. I’m super hard on myself, I expect nothing but the best. Fuck I sound like I’m whining. This shit better be PMS.