It’s Saturday evening. And I’m home chillin out.

This has been an interesting couple of weeks for me. It’s funny because I’m not super stressed nor particularly excited about Nationals. It’s kinda like I blew a fuse for a while and I’ve felt like a “lady in waiting” counting down the days and weeks.

When I look in the mirror I’m happy with what I see. I’m going to come in just a bit tigther, but the biggest thing I struggle with is this coming in softer thing. Not that anyone has told me that I needed to, but it’s just a part of the new look that I’m putting together. Streamlined, softer not too hard, improved posing, etc.

I’m switching up my workouts over the next 4 weeks to do just that. It’s funny because for me, the last few weeks I end up needing LESS weight training because if I do anything I hold muscle like crazy. Shit my body grows no matter what, I have like incredible hulk kind of genes. So the plan is to bring back the endurance work that got me streamlined for TOC, step back with the weights for the next 4 weeks a notch, keep up with my hill training and running and letting my body do what it do.

So in order for me to really bring my best, I think I’m going to step away from everything. I can’t share my journey right now. I’m going to stop with posting photos, stop posting videos, and just stop talking about my training so that I can just “drop in.” As I say. With the the last show of the season, my only goal is to make it to top 5-10. I can’t fail again, I won’t fail. Failure isn’t a part of what I do. So it’s time to focus and focus IN.

I have a shoot coming up in about 2 weeks, so I’ll share those images when I get them. I’m very excited about this one. The photographer is amazing.

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